3 months

5dys he left

evrydy i act as a bz girl

i've done ol de work dat i owez xtand

i've slept erly than b4

i've went blogwalking n read it

share de stori wit asri n fren

although sumtym i feel lyk they ol dun want to hear it xcept asri n cgu halim

(asri n cgu halim, u r my bestie fren rite now, owez giv me strength n supot in wateve i do)

i feel lyk sumbody rely hate n dun want me stay longer at gadong..or..it juz my feeling as well..=(

i rely dun wanna try 2 understand u..pliss la phm2....

i smile owez in de class

try 2 mek myself hepy wen teaching

try not to mek my heart rule my emossion

i catch up new idea 2 mek my studen lop in math

i try 2 mek physics my best major "terer" subjek

owez hopefully

huhhh..

i've try hard to mek myself free frm remind him evrytym

but..it juz..

my mind set 2 b free

my mouth smile to mek someone else hepy

i slept cuz dun want to think nothing

but my heart??

owez beating wit ur name..

i'm so sori cuz can't stop it..

i juz can't stop it...

i rely miss u diz tym..n evrytym..almost evrytym i'm breathing

hepy monthly annivesary abang

i lop u so much =(

kerana sabtu 4/9/2010

sgtla mls dan fobia nk drivg p kk. byk sgt cite buruk mgu ni berkaitan dgn roda 4. xciden sn sni, penyamun rompak dlm kete.bt hati mkin kecut.sejarahnye fadila mmg fobia n benci roda 4 itu sejak kcik lg..=(

tp,ble igt sabtu dpn nk blik,nk tanak misti p kk bli brg nk bw blik.ayah ske ikan masin.nk blikn ibu broch.itu kewajipan tiap kali blik.

sbb xmo sgt drvg jd nek la bus p kk.sggh la mencbr iman p kk nek bus tym pose.smpi2 kk je direk trus p byr det kete.pstu jln kaki p karamunsing.jauh gila.3kali lintas jalan besar.bru perasan.kk ni xde jejantas.huu..bahayela utk org yg penakut nk lintas jln cm sy.fadila harusla fobia lintas jln sejak xciden patah kaki dlu ms melintas.uhuu..

p karamunsing amik cap polis.siksa btl la bt cap ni.4kali p bru setel.sbr2.pastu jln kaki ke cp(utk amik aircond jap,pns nye dunia cm rs nk minum 100plus da td),p sinsuran utk bli broch ibu(smpi 3 kedai p psl nk cr broch,rs nk tercabut da kaki),p wisma merdeka bli baju paiq,angah,fami,fred.pening dgn situasi yg panas,nk kn lintas jln yg jammed n org ramai yg gile soping.make me feel cam bencinye sy jalan2 ble org ramai.

setel bli baju,p pasar pilipin bli ikan masin(hahaha..busuk2..paiq yg kn bw)p balik cp nk bli yoyo,cm ms ni da xde mood nk mkn,igt air je,pans btul cuaca.huhuuu..

hepy hour sy da sampai,waktu ni la nk g nicole..ahahaa...i lop nicole, wlopn cm design dia pelik2 i stil loping it..igt je ayat2 knapa fadila harus kurus, krn dia mo pki nicole. ble msk nicole segala haus dahage hilang.bz plih saiz sndri.opkos misti mo kaler hijau.ehehee..hasilnye,3baju baru..yeayy...kenapa lg harus sy suke nicole,psl tym2 sale hage dia menjunam murah sgt,jadi rm13 je,kn bagus jd kurus,ble bli baju nicole yg murah,da la murah berjenama,harusla saya mo kurus.hahahhh.satu alasan yg baik utk motivate diri sindri spy kurus.tp,design nicole kali ni x bodyfit la,hmm...bagus jg..xla seksa sgt mata memandang..heee

slesai je,trs berkejar amik bus balik..ohoo...hari yg dipenuhi dgn jln kaki.hari2 gni kompom kurus..penatttt...siyess..penat keranamu sabtu 4/9/2010